realising my mistakes

i am leaving and feels like crying
i know u was always in my side trying
but i always thought that u were lying
and now i am paying the precious price while dying

i dont know i will go to heaven or hell
but my lips will always have ur name to yell
my nose will always search for ur fresh smell
how much i will miss u there i cant even tell

i am sorry for the tears which i gave u
hoe much it hurted u now i got the clue
i am really sorry and my confession is true

i am leaving this earth with tears
my heart is still full of fears

i never understood u and tha was my mistake
but still u never fight and threw them in forgiveness lake
my all love and affection is now in stake
coz this not that world which i wanted to make

i promised u a lot but all went in vain
u still keep on waiting as if for next train
but i still didnt understood ur inside pain
and u still keep on smiling like rain.

i dont know how to say sorry this tyme
coz my tears will not make any rhyme
but please remember me like a wind chime
coz i really loved u and not done any crime

so at last i will always remember ur touch
after death also my love will remain as such
so ...sorry for tears i gave and last i am saying
i love u very much