realising my mistakes

i am leaving and feels like crying
i know u was always in my side trying
but i always thought that u were lying
and now i am paying the precious price while dying

i dont know i will go to heaven or hell
but my lips will always have ur name to yell
my nose will always search for ur fresh smell
how much i will miss u there i cant even tell

i am sorry for the tears which i gave u
hoe much it hurted u now i got the clue
i am really sorry and my confession is true

i am leaving this earth with tears
my heart is still full of fears

i never understood u and tha was my mistake
but still u never fight and threw them in forgiveness lake
my all love and affection is now in stake
coz this not that world which i wanted to make

i promised u a lot but all went in vain
u still keep on waiting as if for next train
but i still didnt understood ur inside pain
and u still keep on smiling like rain.

i dont know how to say sorry this tyme
coz my tears will not make any rhyme
but please remember me like a wind chime
coz i really loved u and not done any crime

so at last i will always remember ur touch
after death also my love will remain as such
so ...sorry for tears i gave and last i am saying
i love u very much

love u from deep my heart

beautiful is not poem but its feelings
beautiful is not break ups but their healing

its not ur soul that want love and care
but what it want is to share share and share

its about a life full of truth and lies
but inbetween the most beautiful things r love ties

love is not being expected
its just a true feeling which should be accepted

so dont love someone to get same in return
but its the best feeling if u can unintentionally earn
coz if gone smooth its the best road which has no turn
if broken...then also the best experience to learn.

So just love to love and live life to fullest

Never make ur life congest

Cause this may sometime leads to protest

And u may lose something that might be ur best.

We just want some to stay close

& if someone do then we stand in our toes

But first analyze that someone is in ur friends or foes.

The analysis might take time

its might turn as a frustrated rhyme

u desires might turns prime

but it leads u to a future bitter like a lime.

If u scared that long time may make ur love to die,

Then its might not love but a desirefull tie,

Ask ur heart that it’s a truth or a lie.

Then u will get the answer and a scar

becoz lie and heart are apart and too far

but love will after death make u a star

so that u will shine and show way to 100 fighting their lifes war.

So at last love someone but never tie him\her there

Coz love done with transparency is very fair

Love someone but never expect same coz that intensity is rare

Cause its not done forcefully but freely with just feelings loud & clear